Str8crushfeet - Diary of a 30 years old Faggot ( me) decadence to absolute domination - Abraham, Benja, Carson, Steve, Nate

Dear diary… a 30-year-old guy, single, sadly just getting quick flings and empty encounters, decided that wasn’t enough anymore. after that weird relationship that started as sugar dating and ended with real feelings… and obviously ended because of a woman (classic of a gay without selfs love), i realized i don’t want to keep pretending i’m in control anymore. this series is going to be the true record of my descent. i’m going to document how i went from being the director of str8crushfeet to becoming the lowest piece of trash that handsome straight men can use however they want. i’m not going to decide what they do to me. i’m going to hand over control. i’m going to let them choose how far they break me, how far they defile me, and how far they degrade me.let them rub their sweaty, smelly feet in my face after a long day. let them make me to smell them and lick their dirty soles while they laugh at how low i’ve sunk. let them sit on top of me until i can’t breathe, let them crush me with their asses while they talk amongst themselves as if i weren’t even there. let them spit in my mouth, use me as a spittoon and a urinal, urinate on me whenever they feel like it and leave me smelling of their piss. let them bury my face in their sweaty armpits and make me to smell and lick until i’m imprinted with their scent. just for their fun there’s something dark inside me that needs to give away every last decision. that needs a straight man to look at me and see only an available hole, a rag to use and throw away. i’m terrified by how much the idea of ??having no say in anything excites me. of being pushed beyond what i thought i could bear. of being turned into something i don’t even recognize. this series isn’t going to be about what i want them to do to me. it’s going to be about what they decide to do to me… and how i’ll end up after they’re done. if you’re like me, a gay man who only gets occasional sexual relief and secretly fantasizes about surrendering completely to men who will never see you as an equal… just a toy join me as i become the lowest submissive whore my mind could ever imagine.yes, in this series i want to revive the old humiliation clips. while sadly we no longer have foxxy or draven, who were great submissives from that era, i love and miss them wherever they are. i’ve decided that for this series i won’t get a gay guy, or a generic almost-gay guy, for the humiliation, because the truth is some don’t even like feet, or being humiliated, or being submissive. some really just want to be part of content creation but don’t have a genuine interest in being destroyed or worshipping men’s feet beyond what they can earn from foot fetish clips. they stay in the world of feet because they can’t find their own essence and their own tastes. for me, that no longer makes sense. i really want this series to be a window into my thoughts, from me to you, on my downward spiral into degradation. p.s.: i know i initially fought a bit for my dignity, but i think it was the part of my ego i needed to let die. after this clip, i don’t think i’ll ever be the same.